Tuesday, February 10, 2009

College - Crime - And A businessman

What a dream it became, starting with finding myself on a campus at a university residing in a fraternity house in competition with a second house, that becomes lethal funded by a businessman to his previous alma mater. To begin a challenge is offered, and the battle begins, whether for territory or bragging rights I have no idea just know I am an observer of the goings on. As the response, from my house first results in one of the girls from the competing house being stripped down from her waist down and then and her nether regions violated by fingers.

Afterwards another person from the competing house steps in and he is beat down and sent back. Shortly thereafter, an older gentleman, about in his 60s shows up as if he was going to make a difference. He of course was easily taken down and then brought to the leader/captain of the house to make sure the message was clear to the competing factions. The initial objective was to stop the attempts at competition, that was already failing for the opposite house. The odd things was, that after it was thought the captain had finished with him he ended up dead. Seeing as he could not endure such a undertaking. Certainly the message was clear, though as a result he ended up dead. Once it was verified that he was dead the pledges of the house had to figure out what to do with a dead body. Really though the dream in and of itself did not really  go into detail about what happened next. He really had nothing to do with the competition between the two houses, regardless he was pulled into it to battle something that was not his to play part in. You would think an elder of the competing house would garner  more respect and be sent to the front line of a inter house competition that resulted in his life being forfeit.

Whether it was because our house leader had been to tough on him or rather the fact he was already in a weakened  it is hard to know. Partly as a result of it not been specified in the dream, also to mention the fact that we each do have a bit of control in a dream session, so perhaps I did not want to know why. In my want not to know it did not need to be specified.

Perhaps it is in the analysis, of this dream session, that a message could be found, as we shall now explore each aspect of this dream in a bit more detail, just to clarify this is not always the case and your views may be different. That is the wonder of being unique we each can hold our own view. Though I am animate about the message in the dreams and the interpretation thereof. Below you will find my view, enjoy and look at it from your perspective. Offer any additions or ideas that you may have in the comments down below.

The resources for the following were used, in the analysis and interpretation of this dream;

Using the Dream Dictionary that was previously mentioned, in this blog and others I was able to interpret each aspect of the dream that I just spoke about. Again it may not be the perfect answer, as each person is unique and as such will interpret things differently, even if the symbols themselves are self explanatory. Some of the images I will be speaking about are as follows:

  1. University - The Place this Dream Takes Place Primarily
  2. Rape or Violation through insertion of fingers and
  3. Death - as the old man who passes away for a battle that was not his.
  4. In line with number three above, the Old Person as he is in his last days.
  5. The Competition between the houses or Battle of the Two Opposites and finally;
  6. The University Campus - The Two Fraternity Houses.
Each will represent some aspect of who you are, and the deeper meaning then only the image. This is put together using self analysis, which seems to be the best way to gain understanding of the subconscious message.

University

The potential within through focusing forward in life, Along with the ability to learn how to change. to make progress in life. Something of importance to you, specifically, from your own past. This can also link experiences in college, or universities. If that is the case then we should define the overall impression of University or College. May also relay the interpretation of school.

Rape or Violation of her nether region with fingers.

As in this particular dream, the girl who shows up from the competing house, is fingered as a way to take something from her, to violate the area of birth and conception. In this particular sense the fingers are used instead of the penis because she is not worthy of the penis because she is of the competing house. As the Dream Dictionary explores, this particular occurrence in the writings there I will not go into to much detail. Not to mention it only played a small role in this particular dream session.


Death - as An occurrence with a message


The loss of something in life, the result of life that seems to be going nowhere. Perhaps in relation to the dream...

it could be in relation to some of my recent relations issues that can be explored on the following blogs, as a way to gain better understanding of what I mean.
As they seem, appropiate as I take this time to analyze the dream session from last night. In that I also realize, there should be revisions on the earlier writings. That is to fill the void of understanding when you have not explored my own experiences. In an in depth examination you will better be able to understand why it seems to be correct in relation to this aspect of the dream. As I realized in this ah hah moment, that dream sessions are the whole process, the initial dream and the analyse of it in depth.

Old Person and/or Dead Body


Not to only speak gloom and doom, but to take the time to also explore this specific image. In the dream I mentioned an old man dying, after the leader made certain the message was clear to this older man, long before sending him back to the competing house to relay it. Initially expected to be a symbol of why the warring should stop. Not to kill him per se, but only to make sure that there was an astounding clarity of the situation and why it must change. For some reason though the result was death. Now as I refer back to the dream, and using the Dream Dictionary, I found it interesting that while reading about death as a symbol in the unconscious verse, it has diverse meaning. One example of what it means is as follows:

Speaking about something that has died; a hopeless relationship; and relating to your own life. Including the view on what death truly is, traditional and non alike...
I realize in that statement that it can relate to my own life, in the sense it seems to be in regard to a relationship I had been in for two years, that had reached a turning point or breaking point, better stated. This particular relationship is explored in more detail at the blogs above, both through Loves Lessons and The Relationship Blog on Friendster.

Not only the death, but the fact he is an older person, often representative of wisdom, of a life, of years of experience in relation to now, this day and this stage in life. Sometimes referencing traditions that are not longer so highly held in the world today.

Leadership - Captain


As is mentioned earlier the old man is killed at the hands of this leader, this person who is entrusted with making the best decisions for the group. In that I realize, the message that financial and personal progress in my life and in yours, is our responsibility. If the lead is not taken, and what needs to be done is not completed, then it is like death, even with wisdom. The wisdom that was never implemented, never shared, in focusing forward in life and in our existence.

Battle - Competition between Houses


The dreams seems to be about a competition between two houses, though interpretively speaking it could of been more a battle of progress. As with the man showing up at the house you gain the wisdom, though if it is never used the man had died in vain for a battle that was not even his. If that wisdom is not used between you and the person in the mirror there is only death. Loss of something so profound, that could of made the difference to a whole generation. If it goes with you to your death bed, then it is forgotten and life will surely go on but only as existence instead lived fully. By that idea, the actual message was a choice between two different paths, to choose progress or to choose death. Maybe that is brutally honest but it seemed to make sense as I thought about it and put this article together. I stayed with those who chose progress, in comparison to the competing house, which was more like only existence.

I could of been that man, had I changed sides in this battle, I could of been dead and forgotten but I chose the opposite to his beliefs but interpreted his wisdom in relation to growth. To use that wisdom and to share that wisdom then let it go to my grave with me.

Well that is about the interpretation so far, there are other variables which seemed to hold lesser weight and as such did not garner a specific section to explore them. The one I would like to explore was this businessman who was funding the competing house. As I thought it over and started to expand the interpretation of these images, I understood that he represented as those who try and tell me otherwise, To settle down and not progress, to just exist.

He was not in the battle only offered the funding so I wonder if it was those things that hide within your own particular person, there but not clearly there, that may delay your choice to progress, like telling you to just be happy, to just exist. To die without sharing what you have learned. to pass onto the other world without ever making a difference in anyones life. That is not what I want in my life, I feel I want to make a difference how about you?

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